I’m done with the world today!
The debacle that is known as BREXIT, politicians who won’t answer straight, commercialized Christmas, people spending more money than they have, people having no money to spend and snake oil politicians telling them they’re better off. Climate change deniers, short term gain-ists of all kinds and to hell with consequences, people smugglers, Trumpo and his Trumpites, etc etc etc…
Now, some would tell me I’m feeling this way because Mercury is in retrograde or I’m being over-sensitive or too sensitive for my own good. You bet your sweet arse I am… sensitive that is! Not ‘over’ or ‘too.’ Just a beautiful SENSITIVE-CREATIVE.
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Yeah, I freakin’ feel heavy duty sometimes and, like right now, need to turn the volume down a bit for self-preservation. But, hey, once upon a time I didn’t feel.
Once upon a time I was so numbed out, nothing and no-one, apart from my children, could touch me. Once upon a time I was ‘living dead’ in a life without connection to my truth. A life without meaning.
You might be ‘living dead’ too by numbing yourself out to what’s going on in your life and inside you. You can do that with substances, keeping busy, workaholicism, or living in your head so as not to feel.
It’s called disassociation. A powerful psychological defence mechanism to avoid facing the ‘unbearable’ or what seems unbearable.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!
You don’t get a choice with disassociation. If you numb out pain you also numb out joy. Life is generally one mediocre continuum. You might feel like a robot going through the motions. You might even feel dead or empty inside.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!
If you feel physical pain you get it checked out medically in case there’s something wrong. If it’s minor, like muscle ache, you know to go easy on yourself to let it heal.
But if it’s psychological or emotional pain… Well, just let’s ignore it women in the hope it’ll go away. Which it might temporarily but then IT WILL RETURN even bigger, more demanding and more painful.
YOUR PAIN IS TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION just like a physical pain does. IT’S CRYING OUT FOR YOU TO NOTICE AND HEAL IT!
As The Wild Elder, been there, seen that, done that, got the T-shirt. PLUS, I know how to guide you through your pain, learn the special lessons it has to offer you and inspire you to FIND YOUR TRUTH AND LIVE IT!
This is the bit where I’ve been reluctant to blow my own horn. Not a very British thing, don’t you know? But, to hell with it! Your life and time is too precious to work with anything or anyone who’s not the best.
So when you want this hotshit psychotherapist-alchemist-cosmic-adventurer who lives life full out to guide you… You know where I am!
Love to you…
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